Anilism

After falling in love, I started listening to good music and carefully following the lyrics. I inspired by those and I thought even I will also start writing poetry.

I started writing poetry in Telugu language (my mother tongue, I don't know why people call it as mother tongue, I feel mother talks and father listens in this world)

Since poetry converted into English, It wont look like poetry any more.

Poetry goes like this ...

We decreased distances by inventing Airplanes ... But we increased distance between hearts ...
We conquered great mount everest ... But we failed to conquer EGO
We invented microscope to see the Atoms ... But we filtered our eyes from seeing the truth
Blah .. Blah .. Blah

I stopped writing ... and started thinking ... What am I writing??? I felt bad. My poetry is filled with criticism and pessimism. I thought of writing some romantic poetry, But seems my mind is thinking something else. I need to seriously think about my thinking.

Am I taking life more seriously? Am I looking at things more deeper and wider?

I strongly feel so. I am looking at things very seriously. Why should I think about God's existence, Perfection, differences between all religions, caste, anthropology, true love, true friendship, virginity(overrated??), people's attitude problems, Ayn Rand's Objectivism, meta physics, capitalism, socialism, ethics, human psychology etc.

By thinking about those might makes me happy as I feel that I am learning the new things and deep digging into the root cause of any issues. Somewhere I read that "Truth will not make you rich, but it will makes you free". But thinking in those lines makes be absurd. Moreover it makes me bald too :(

Time came to make a decision, I want to the kill the "pseudo philosopher" in me. Who keeps questioning about everything and anything.

From Today onwards I want to think only about Fun, Love, Romance and Caring; which makes my girl friend more happy than before(Of course, I never discussed or revealed my view of the world to her. She will get scared). I am going to stop watching films for inspiration instead i will watch only for Fun & Love. I will think only within my small circle, my family, my friends, my colleagues and my work. I am planning to wear new perception filters to view the same world in a different way.

There are so many "ism"s are available in this world. Like socialism, communism, humanism, escapism, pessimism, optimism, feminism, etc. There is something called monism, these people believe that everything is made up of single element. So I want to start a new ism called "Anilism", that believes that life needs only Love, Romance, Caring, Fun and Money. Nothing more or nothing less. People should not bother about the things that are not under their control or influence. People should not analyze the things very deeply (exception is work), which makes them more sick. All people should commit to give their best in their every action. People should follow monogamy.

Yesterday, I had a chat with my colleague, Vu Hang. On committing one mistake he commented that "I like to make it harder on myself sometimes and create extra work when I don't need to". I liked his fun attitude. His answers are always witty. Sometime back, When I asked him about his plans for children he answered " I am not that much bored with my wife to think about children"?

There are two more people having good fun attitude, Rick and Shahin. I am planning to spend more time with these to learn about their thinking patterns.

I promise going forward my blogs will be filled with lot of fun and love.